Uttara
was in the Pandava camp with her mother-in-law Draupadi. Brought to the
battlefield after Abhimanyu's death, she was hovered over and shielded by her
elders.
Uttara
Abhimanyu had always told how his uncle Krishna protected the Pandavas. How
Krishna loved and sheltered them. Krishna was the Lord, Abhimanyu had told her.
Uncle Krishna was all powerful, Abhimanyu had said.
So how
Abhimanyu could be dead? Uttara wondered to herself. It could not be true. It
could not be true that she was a widow.
Beside
his armor and bow and sword was kept a lamp. Uttara saw Draupadi keep a vigil
by that lamp, while her father-in-law of Arjuna went out to fight - for
Abhimanyu, he said. Uttara could not understand it.
She
waited for her husband to come to her. To take her in his arms and kiss her
lips. To feel her belly and whisper loving words to their child. Surely he
would come.
Then
Uttara woke one morning before the break of dawn. She lifted her ungainly body
from the cot. She went to where her husband's armor and weapons that lay before
lamp. "Wake up, my lord."
He did
not.
"Why
will not you wake?" She whispered. She Stood in the early morning quiet,
waiting to hear his voice. Then she could not take the wait anymore.
"Wake
up!" She screamed. "Wake up! It's time to go to war!"
There
was a crash and a muddle as her elders rushed through the camp to where she was
screaming. Draupadi reached Uttara first.
"Look,
Mother," Uttara said. "Your son will not wake up! I told him to wake
but he does not listen. He is stubborn and lazy. Tell him he must wake!"
Draupadi
put her arms around Uttara.
"Look,
my lord," Uttara softened her voice, "all our elders are here. Father
and Mother and Uncle Krishna. Event Elder Father is here," Uttara said,
looking at Yudhishthira and then back at the lamp. "Will not you wake now?"
The
Pandavas and Draupadi looked at each other with helplessness.
Draupadi
clasped Uttara's face in her hands. "Daughter ... He will not wake any
more."
"Why?
Why will not he wake?"
Draupadi
seemed lost for words before she composed herself and spoke in a calming tone.
"Because he is tired. He Fought a lot in the war. Let him sleep now."
"No,
Mother!" Uttara said, pushing back from Draupadi's embrace. "You have
spoiled him with your love. Now he will not listen to anything. But he must! He
must go to war. All the other warrior women will laugh at me if their husbands
go to war but mine does not."
That was
when Krishna came forward. "Uttara Daughter."
She
turned to him. "Uncle, you tell him. He always listens to you."
"Uttara,"
Krishna said. "You must accept that he will not wake." When she
merely stared at him in incomprehension he put his hand on her head.
"Every life comes to this earth that has a time. Abhimanyu reached the end
of his time."
"But
you protect him. You protect us all."
"Even
I can not protect him from time, my daughter. He has gone on to his destiny."
Uttara
blinked at him and blinked some more. "You mean he will not come back to
me? He is truly dead?"
Krishna
nodded.
She kept
blinking. "But how will I live without him? There is no hope without my
husband."
"You
must never lose hope, Uttara. Hope is the light and without it there is only
darkness."
"But
he and I are bound together. I want to go with him. If he is dead then I want
die with him, Uncle."
"No..
Your husband gave his life for dharma. He Sacrificed everything for truth. It
is your duty to uphold that truth. You must be worthy of his sacrifice, Uttara.
You carry Abhimanyu's legacy and it is up to you to pass on his strength to
your child. That is why you must live. You hold our future's hope. "
"But
I do not want to live without him," she was shaking her head. "I do
not want to, I do not want to, I do not want to." She leaned into Krishna
and wept.
He held
her and rocked her and felt her tears. "Daughter, you must."
Bad
things happen to good people. We see this over and over again. Sometimes it
seems like there is nothing but injustice in this world. Abhimanyu was killed -
Murdered - by warriors who broke every rule to kill him. Uttara had to cope
with his murder even though she was utterly innocent and did not deserve to
have such a cruel fate. This happens in our world again and again and again.
It's easy when seeing Things like this for anyone to feel angry and afraid.
However,
that is not the end of the story. The Mahabharat Teaches that in fact there is
a universal law called the law of karma. This law means that everything that
happens is the result of our past actions. Therefore, though bad things may
happen that seem like injustice, in fact it is simply the universe maintaining
it's own balance. So those who behave with Cruelty and falsehood in this life
accept bad reactions in the future, just as those who behave with kindness and
truth will face good reactions ahead. Good or bad, we reap the results of our
actions. This is the law of karma.
Abhimanyu,
though Suffering a terrible death in the mortal world due to past karma, went
on to glory in the spiritual realm unsurpassed Because of his noble actions. By
his karma he created his fate.
Explained
all these truths Krishna to Arjuna in the Bhagavad Gita to comfort him in his
moments of grief and fear. Click here to read my blog post on this subject.
At the
same time, nothing happens to us that we do not already possess the strength to
cope with. The question is Whether we use that strength and carry on or Whether
we accept defeat and surrender. Whether we keep hope alive or give in to
despair.
When
Uttara was at her weakest moment Krishna told her to never lose hope Because
without it there was only darkness.
He
Explained Uttara's duty: To Ensure that the future was brighter than the past.
That the Sacrifices made for the future were not wasted. That she created in
her child a better future for the world.
Uttara
was the youth of her family and the youth are the hope always.
If only
our youth today could be made to understand this teaching - that the world is
in their hands. They can make a difference. They can shape the future. They can
do this even when it seems that they are surrounded by darkness.
For
Krishna Tells us there is always hope. And hope is the light.
Credit
and Reblog from : http://jaijoshiz.blogspot.com/2010/05/uttara-hope-for-future-part-ii.html
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